Winning Hearts

Though I ache with exhaustion
All voids are filled with thought
And curiosity about you.
Even when the night is too hot
To do anything but lie still
Somehow you sneak in
And disrupt rationality
But I've never been one to win
Hearts and yours is the same
As all the others I've longed for
And lost because I can't hang on.
Though I always seek more.
No matter how I try
I'm still sinking
I may not return
I wonder if you're thinking

Of me.

Torn At The Edges
Rumination #1
I can drink until I'm blind